TJ Sept. 12-13

Mon./Tues. Sept. 12-13:  Last two days, nothing there.  No points are being correctly done, no conditions being met, brain all over the map, etc.  Punching the clock, going through anyway.  Still confused as to why it happens this way, but still giving it time.  Towards the end just began to get my body to where it should have been at the beginning, just loosening up and wanting to balance yin/yang.  Moments of 9-1 on the feet fleetingly, moments of i, qi, li, but 90% crap.  As if I had just started today and had never practiced in my life.  Going to try again later, getting frustrated, no awareness, full of judgement. Keep punching the clock.