6 Month Progress Post Pt. 3
Submitted by jj on 2024-12-03 15:54
Shen-Consciousness
Kelley Graham's UnCarved Block Program
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Shen-Consciousness
Qi-Heart/Mind
One of my favorite conceptual tools from studying the Neijia
I have question about the relation with the foot couple, shoulders, neck and collapsing.
The basics:
I've been gone from the community for a while. Having gone through a series of traumatic events over the last few years my body has also gone through some very significant changes. Engaging with the training is often a very frustrating experience in the sense that I am often comparing my experience of my body with what it used to feel like. Those two things are nothing alike. My body is uncomfortable to be in at ll times and there are certain patterns that are locked in and make feeling anything other than that pattern seem impossible. Practically a reversal.
The amount of energy needed for Internal Development is tremendous. Physical yes, everyone assumes that it will be arduous and bitter, but the mental requirements exceed, by far, the body part of MInd-Body Training. Rest AND recovery is essential. I have a specific program of self-care that helps students' understanding of active and disciplined recovery, not just hitting an arbitrary sleep duration target.
How Sleep Flushes Neuronal Tissue - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glymphatic_system
I teach that fascia is important. If you break it, you suffer greatly, so follow instructions.
Student asks,
"Can you do things with the fascia? Can you fight with the fascia, can you feel the fascia? etc"
I answer,
"Everything you do relies on the fascia, but you can't manipulate it directly. Besides, the indirect experience of the fascia doesn't feel anything like how the anatomy looks."
I do talk about qi, and FaJin, and other esoteric phenomena. However, only as an aside to the training methods that actually produce the effect. For a number of years there's just no point. After a certain stage of development, you will come to me and say, "There's this feeling that I get. What's up with that." I will answer, "Oh, that's not important, keep training exactly as directed." Later, at another stage, you will tell me, with some confidence, what it is.
Today I was doing what I am calling the modified planking. Just leaning forward against something in a seated position. When I do this I feel like I am able to better feel a stretch on my back that I cannot feel standing vertically nor do I feel like I have the ability to sense these stretches doing the normal planking.
I started standing back on April 12th. Looking back on that time I am both stuck by how much progress I have made and how much more work I have to do. I have been through a few "seasons" of feelings about my practice. At first I was very excited and progress was quick and easy. My body was changing quite quickly and I was feeling better almost every day.
Yesterday I was doing the exercise with the stick where we do the provoking step and chamber and then step back and switch sides and repeat. I didn't notice the feeling while doing the drill but after I stopped I felt like my neck in the front and around the collarbone area felt like it had been worked or stretched out a bit. But today I am feeling some soreness in the back of the neck around the c6-c7 area. Just wondering if that is something expected. I thought the provoking step was about the breast bone and ankles and the chambering about pulling the breast bone back to the center.